Tagged account deleted meow...(sobz)

Been about 6months since i last updated my blog, i'm not someone who enjoys using blog and flaunt all my happy memories or sob stories in it, i would prefer to have them sown up inside my heart. :)

I remember how it all started, a naggy 'someone' requested that i should start a blog so she can view it and i would have to update it often (which eventually i did not lol...) she was the most important person in my life, although i have never seen her much (28 days to be exact) through the year and 2 months relationship due to the distance between us.



I came to know 2 very important people in my life through tagged, and yesterday i just deleted the acc. All the messages i had with 'her' from the beginning till the end i read it through again and i said goodbye as i press my finger on the 'delete account'

Memories weaved are memories substained as a part of our soul, we will never forget them even if we wanted to. The only thing we can choose to have is to make the best out of those memories and bringing it out if need be. There was a popular way of saying that ''time heals everything" but what 'time' doesnt heal are the doubts inside us. Once bitten twice shy and we will never be able to trust the feelings completely again.

During this 6months i lead a pretty normal life although noting much had changed in this year except for who the importnat person beside me is. celebrated my birthday and her birthday went to the singapore flyer and went for movies in cineleisure, went for camping which was damn hot and sweaty then quited my job cos of quarrel with boss and jump right back in to a financial crisis situation again. Yea i guess that was pretty normal life for a person like me, so to speak.



Important thing - is no matter what happened in my life at least 'she' the light of my life will always guide me with her rudolf red nose in the dark lol oh yea and it's getting to be christmas soon, merry christmas to us asians and a happy new year to the potatos. :)

'Love Is' From A - Z

Accepting who you are.
Better you or never.
Composing our love.
Doctor to my heart.
Especially you.
Finding you at the end of the world.
Giving my everything.
Heart magnet of mine.
I'm yours forever.
Job scope - Caretaker of your heart.
Keen for anything that you say.
Loving you always.
Marrying you.
Only you.
Promises to be kept.
Quest to your heart.
Romance with no doubts.
Singing praises of you.
Till the end of time.
Understanding you.
Valentines day everyday.
Wedding with you is imminent .
X marks my heart.
Yes to all you say.
Zero expectations.

Night Of the Genting 2....

Back to genting again,but this time round I'm with a different person - Cheryl Chan Yee Shan,my future wife to be.Our trip was originally planned on going to Ipoh instead but she had wanted to go to genting cos she misses it a lot so we just went anyway.

DAY 1



The checking in of the hotel had us waiting for 2 hours so we had some coffee at Starbucks, after we got into the room,we rested up a bit and watched discovery channel on TV .We went for lunch (KFC) and took a walk around the place taking photos in the garden. After which we went to the snow world and taking the slides following by throwing snow balls at each other,its the 1st time i touched snow so its kinda fun but a bit cold (brrr...).We went back to the hotel and slept quite early awaiting the arrival of the next day....




DAY 2

The 2nd day was a day full of activities, we started off with the house of horrors,she was so scared when we went in.Lao por cling on to my arm and after a few scares she was trembling and although it's dark,i could still see the fear in her eyes trying to see if anything will suddenly pop out in the darkness while her hands sweated (there were times in there i wished i was out of it too lol).



After the scare trip we went to watch the the 4D thingy they had in genting,it was not really that bad but seriously the show is too short and sounds more like a 'education for kids' program -.-"
After that we went to the outdoor theme park, and took our 1st ride - the pirate cave; it's another disappointing thing in genting,i thought i would be killed, no - not by the thrill, but by the boredom the ride is to me.i can really sleep in it Zzz.



Archery!!very fun just like when i was shooting with my rifle in the army :) takes aiming to the max,lao por in the end fire the arrow into my target board instead of hers >.<



we went next to riding in a boat,it's quite interesting although i didn't know how to control it right in the beginning. the pirate ship we took next is something a bit more thrilling compared to previous rides.It's the 1st time i took the pirate ship ride and i find it still alright to me.



We took the old car ride the stupid car in front of me keeps stopping,bunch of Malay retards can even get off the vehicle to take photos Zzz assholes.



We went for another ride call the dragon ride,it's a very short ride and kinda refreshing when the wind blows against the face.



we took a wrong turn ending up at the alternate exit of the theme park,turned into a dead end eventually and had to go 1 big detour to reach the theme park again T_T but good thing though, we still managed to make use of the mistake and take a few pics together.



When we reach back to where we were,we went to the dinosaur world and i took pictures with a python.I asked lao por to take together with me but got denied cos she is afraid of snakes (lol...poor lao por) and after that we go back in to the first world plaza to take a walk around.



We went to Ripley's believe it or not,the illusion room is a very interesting experience it will make our brain in thinking that the room itself is moving and if you close your eyes it will stop @_@,the other interesting thing is the mechanism that leaves your shadows on the wall.



We had dinner as the following activity at the Vietnamese house, Vietnamese food has been 1 of my top crusine of all times and it is the 1st time lao por had Vietnamese food. We went for coffee and chatted for quite a bit,guessing the names of the songs we give to each other. It has been a lovely evening before we went back to the room and rest up for the next day.



Day 3



Time flies,the final day we check out of the hotel and went to Starbucks for our coffee while waiting for the bus to arrive again,going on the way back to Singapore we also took quite a few pictures.



We reached Singapore...and parted ways at the bus stop in kallang...it was a good trip,and i guess we will miss each other more now then ever....

Predator night

Long time never write on my blog le...had a break up with Rachel. It was a very sad month for me and good thing Cheryl was there to go through the ordeal with me...before and after the break up she has always been there to give her unrelenting support...Cheryl told me if Rachel doesn't wan to cherish me then she will...i hope she will be the last le...(initially i thought Rachel was)



Went to the crocodile farm for the 1st time in my life,i always past by that place so many times but never went in once. It was quite a trip.



Lao por looked bored as always but i can see that she was very excited about the crocs and wanted to see more of them so we wandered around.



The crocs are fierce some looking and i would every time think if i drop inside sure bye bye le, took a few pics using lao por's camera phone.



Had a fun filled day with lao por,it was romantic too as the rain came and we hid in a shelter of the play ground, I'm missing her now...



Next trip haw par villa !! ^^

4days 3nights In Singapore

It was 31st Dec 3:45am in the morning,i was waiting at golden mile complex for someone important to arrive.It is 4:30am i am still waiting for that person to arrive....
It was 5:30am in the morning that person still have yet to arrive!!!sobz!

Lao por called finally and told me she alighted at an unknown place,she was scared and was crying didnt know what to do -_-"

I told her to hail a cab and meet me at the taxi stand,i swear to god if i'm a frail hearted person i would had a heart attack already,scaring the hell out of me when i know she should have arrived at around 4:30am.



She came finally to singapore,it was like a dream come true as i never did expect her to be able to come but with all her efforts and determination she did!
She came to my house greeted all my family members and i think my family held a good impression on her,i hope it last though.

That night we went to marina square to celebrate the coming of 2010 and watch the fire works together, this is something i would not dare to imagine and when it happened with the beauty of the sparks and lights in the sky of the night it was truly romantic.We then went to catch the popular new movie 'avatar' in 3D

The 2nd day we hang at home till around 6pm then we start preparing to go to pasir ris park for camping ,the breeze there is nice and we had some fun at the play ground there,it was like we are kids again.We had dinner in the tentage and soon after i doze off.

We woke up in the morning and had a shower over there then we went back home and sleep again haha....



Time flies and it was the final day she is going back to ipoh in the morning....but opps she woke up too late and missed the timing for the bus in the end we had to wait for the night bus,i was actually celebrating it inside my heart cos i get to have her stay by my side for longer time and i get to hold her with me more.

I had actually woken up quite early in the morning about 6am but i purposely get back to sleep so that she will miss her bus and i can have an excuse for her to stay by me longer wahaha...i know what i'm doing is not right or maybe it was devious of me to do that but all i want is to buy more time to have her by my side....

At night,she went back ipoh on the bus,the crystal forming in my eyes but i just held it back for i know she will be back again sometime...i be waiting...

3day 2nights at genting...

It has been at least 6months since i last updated my blog,there has been many changes in my life,lots of ups and downs....quited the shell station job and in the end help out my friend at his bubble tea shop lol....




I went genting on dec to find her cos it has been 6 months since we last seen each other,i miss her lots and even dreamt about her once.

When i reached genting it was still 4am in the morning...can't check in the hotel till 12pm so i have to wander around then i decided to scout the place as i had not been up at genting for a very very long time.

It was 10:45am and she reached the lobby,tried to go get a payphone to call her it was then i felt someone hold my hand from behind,i turned around and i saw her..with her sweet eyes and blushy cheeks she smiled at me and asked "where are you going?".It was a feeling moment for me so i just hold her in my arms and said "noting" then we went to try check in the hotel.

The 1st day was a very tiring day for me as i had yet to have any rest we mearly exchange gifts and cards during our lunch,i gave her a gold necklace and a magnum thumb drive for her present i hope she like it the 2nd day i had movies with her and we took a stroll in the park at night.It was momentarous,at night in the thunder clouds at the park chatting with the one who speaks my heart,i almost felt i reached nirvana.





Every meeting there is a parting,on the 3rd day it was sad that i have to leave her again but i was sure she will soon be by my side again.I went to the bus station with my bags and and took the ride back home thinking about the events that took place and soon taking a deep slumber in it...

Emo nights*

Today officially started work le,before hand is all training only.I hope i really earn and save enough for lao por to come back and lead a happy life with her,don't want her to suffer.

Working at amk shell station today so so tiring...and suay.1st day they hand over station to my uncle and so many things happened,1st the fuse box go crazy and made a loud noise then the lights got problem,followed by the petrol can't pump until few hours later and if things is not bad enough the nets machine on the counter that i'm handling suddenly can't connect to my computer screen and a car can actually have an accident with a taxi in my station!!

Everything just went haywire omg!then heavy rain,big thunder like trying to warn me something,worse still,my collegue got kick out of his rented house so he have no place to stay and i have to help him find the blk of his female cousin -_-"

Then reach home something funny happened the lights in the kitchen also went berserk when i swtiched it on.Keep on blinking non stop but when other people in my family go on the kitchen light noting funny happen,it just remain normal kauz!



Everything that happen today is too much of a coincidence even the mechanic also say the petrol can't pump is so rare that it never happen in his whole life of this career!Something is wrong,and is very very wrong today.

My lao por was just caught red handed by me for flirting with other guys and i'm so emo then today so much things happened...haiz...i was upset by still love her lots and pray she will be safe as i will be.She keep insisting she never did flirt but what she is doing is not call flirting i don't know what else is le.Now i don't want think too much just want to earn enough and just hope she will come back soon in singapore and we get married.That's the only thing that is keeping me going now...haiz